how time flies

Little we know, setiap saat berjalan dengan pantas. rasa macam baru semalam masuk degree. rasa macam semalam duduk Melaka jumpa kawan baru dan new environment. oh Allah, how time flies. I'm nearly into my 2 year and a half pun. the fact, sekarang dah busy mencari tempat untuk internship.

talking about internship, its all based on luck don't ya think so? 3.21 cgpa kalau you rezeki is there, Petronas pun accept. well, today quite a tense for me. with the work overloads, several events need to handle and few members in the class got accepted by really Big company (too pressure to mention) -- i kept talking to myself to never merungut. but still, i am kind of merungut right now.

Part 5 or in other words, Final Year has been a roller coaster to me. to all my friends, to small number of us, 14. we had so many things to handle, which i hated to list all that down. tasks and responsibilities untuk committee kini jadi pressure for us, the final year student epecially. The vibe is differ when you are in your final year. The feelings to study is so lain to be compared with previous semester because you then realized, you only had this few months left to feel the class environment (for those yang dah takmahu further study, for sure) , to study tengah malam memorizing and understands every theories, to do your very best before enter the real work environment, on August.

I prayed to Allah swt, I promised and challenged myself to recover from my zaman kejatuhan last semester which affected my cgpa and my graph performances. Allahu, sakit betul rasa hati bila diingat balik but yeah, past is the past. Never tied your legs with stones that only pressure and makes you left behind kan? Redha, itu je kunci.

To improve is never too late to anyone. Hence, I pray to Allah swt for giving me what best and suits me well. Walau setiap kali sujud itu, Demi Tuhan aku rasa segan nak minta tolong sebab diri ini bukan lah baik sangat-- bukan dengar kata Dia pun aku ini. Tapi inshaAllah, little improvement day by day. I depend all only to Allah swt, no other God except than You my dear Allah swt.

You know what's fill in my heart, you know what best for me too. Now, I shall left all matters to You to decide and with the whole heart, I'm Berserah.

Sincere,
Syamira.