Percayalah, dalam segala yang kita buat dekat bumi Allah ini, intention atau niat itu terpaling penting. Dalam daily life you got to have a right intention, on what you gonna do for your life, your purpose of cari makan whilst I'm still single and no other commitment other than kepuasan diri sendiri. but somehow, you (which referring to me) gotta find on what direction you want to drive yourself into. Intention, niat.
I still remember the purpose of me start running my business years ago was actually because of ayah's health condition yang so suddenly shocked almost all of us. Ayah was confirmed by the doctor to not be able working anymore and that moment, aku baru nak masuk my degree. Hence, the intention to actually not to susahkan parents; mama ayah and kakak and of course because of my little voice in me saying that maybe i should do online business made me gathered the semangat and go for it-- "hey lets do this"--
Now, I can say that I'm growing a bit (definitly with so many people behind which I must mentioned even not in names), from tiny to pieces, to puzzles and as for that, aku sering terlalu memikir kan on what should i do next on my business, what should i go for, spending the money in bulk for marketing, sikit sikit aku terasa aku hampir menjadi hamba duit. You know that feeling? I now in the level where I just woke up in the morning, the few things that will come across into my mind are Waktu aku bangun, Solat Subuh (always regretted if i woke up late to perform my subuh) and bapp! i go to my phone checking on my business platform, whatsapp and all. and there will be a moment where the crowd wasnt good or wasnt what i expected, I became like a maniac worried so much on the selling stat and that will become my all-day-thing-in-my-head (Sigh!)
"The intention is the foundation of every action. "Verily actions are by intentions, and for every person is what he intended. So the onw whose "hijrah" (migrate) was to Allah and His Messenger, then his hijrah was to Allah and His Messenger. And the one whose hijrah was for the world to gain from it, or a woman to marry her, then his hijrah was for what he made hijrah for (Al Bukhari and Muslim)"
"What you seek is seeking you"
My point here is that, sudah kemana intention aku untuk apa yang sedang aku usahakan? Sudah untuk apa aku lakukan ini? I always afraid that I'm going to be the slave of money. Do eveything in life because I believe by money I can achieve happiness, satisfaction and all. Yes, this is what I'm afraid of. SubhanAllah Allahuakhbar, takutnya. I seriously think that I need to re-thinking back, chill and set back again on what purpose should I run my business too. Of what road should I drive too. To what kind of outcome do I look forward too.
Re-set back my Goals.
Re-set back my plans.
Re-set back my way of thinking.
Re-set back my desire.
And all that must align with Allah swt.
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and oh yes, Selamat Hari Lahir Syamira. Moga Allah selamatkan, curah keberkatan, limpah rahmat dan arahkan ke-jalan yang lebih baik dari ini untuk mu.
Happy Bithday Me,
Syamira.
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