Undisguised Passion.

I've been thinking about this for quite long time ago. Since I started to wear hijab last year, and even since I planned to leave music behind. I decided not to be anything related to music: not to teach music, not to present anything related to music, not to perform anything about music. No, not anymore. after struggling facing all the tests, exams and 'invest' a thousands ringgit for Diploma In Music, finally Alhamdullillah syukur to Allah swt, i have finished my Diploma successfully. 

I tell you, it was not easy to convinced mama and sisters about my plan on leaving music. they scared I will make the wrong decision again and again, but after so many explanations and du'a asking Allah swt to guide me, finally they understand me now, in fact, I am going to further my degree in Human Resources this March. See, how Allah swt listens to me. How Allah swt knows this could be the best thing for me, InshaAllah.

Muzik itu tidak salah? Muzik itu memang tidak salah kalau muzik itu dimainkan untuk jalan Allah swt. 

"I believe there's ulama claimed that an entertainer or shall I say "penghibur" akan di azab teruk apabila di akhirat nanti " - One of my friend.

"muzik dibolehkan, selagi mana ia mempunyai mesej positif dan tidak melalaikan pendengarnya daripada menunaikan kewajiban mereka sebagai orang Islam..." 

Its kind a hard question for me >> "Muzik itu berdosa ke?" Untuk aku yang bukan arif dan dalam tentang perihal agama. Allahu'alam. 

dan juga bukan disini, aku menyatakan yang setiap mereka yang mengaitkan diri dengan muzik itu jahat. Jahil. No. That's not what I mean. Kalau kita duduk depan laptop satu hari, tinggalkan/lambatkan solat lima waktu juga sudah dikira berdosa. Its just, to be an entertainer or anything related to hiburan tetap ada salahnya dalam Islam. Just like how my friend said, there's ulama' claimed that penghibur/musician/penyanyi akan di azab teruk di akhirat kelak. Memang bergantung kepada niat kita, tapi cara juga mampu menindas niat dan cara mampu membunuh jiwa kalau tidak pernah mahu dicerminkan diri ke arah mana harus kita teraju hidup kita, bukan? 

Entah, this issue a bit complicated to tell. 

But yes, one of the reason i'm leaving music is because I wanted to do something that will give more redha and berkah from Allah swt. 

and by music, there's too much 'dunia' around. Unless you do Nasyid!