Showing posts with label The Only Me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label The Only Me. Show all posts

Sunday, December 23, 2012

I''m tracking my little version of Me.




Kadang bila kita menulis pernah tidak kita terfikir ada orang yang tidak faham apa yang cuba kita sampai kan? Kau baca berulang kali, mengikut rentak dan gaya bualan kau - namun lain orang lain fahamannya.

Syamira,
tidak girang malah tidak juga muram. suam suam kuku. pernah merasa kecil dan kini hampir mual dgn besar. Gadis: mahu dilihat sebagai seseorang yang sedap mata dilihat. Walau tidak siapa berani bilang Syamira itu membosankan; namun sebagai gadis yang sudah capai tahap dewasa.
Syamira tahu.

I ain't nothing to serve you. I'm just like another Kuih Apam in your life. when you need me, you'll have me like how you want me to be. And if you're not? You'll simply ignore me and buy another kuih to fill in your emptiness.

and there you go, kepala belah kiri meremang lagi.

and this time I do seriously asking you, have you ever had that meremang part in your head? Takkan i sorang je kot.


Impossible.
Or am i too mainstream to have it?



Sincere,
Kuih Apam.

Salam!



Saturday, August 25, 2012

Quick Post : saya nak berangan kejap.





sejak memenjak pakai braces, senyum aku jadi pelik. nak tayang gigi rasa serba salah. tak tayang gigi, payah. ok, tak penting pun post kat sini bagitahu pasal gigi. sangat tak penting. 

tapi yang pasti, few of my dreams has accomplished. haa itu penting :D Thanks to Allah swt to make it all happened in this recent period. I felt so blessed. Semua atas usaha sendiri. Bet you, kepuasan dia lain. 

Alhamdullillah.

Now I have the reason to keep smiling and moving foward :D


*dancing*

Monday, January 16, 2012

Adamaya gotthe swagg



Laman Youtube aku dilupakan seketika. For this less than 1 minute of 'cover' song, mari upload sini sahaja. Aku boring. Aku agak terganggu dek sikap 'anak durhaka' aku harini. So lets this Adamaya Yang Terindah brings me happiness! 

Enjoy kawannn ;)

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

2011, shutting down!

yelloppp kengkawan;)


#butterbee


isi blog 2011.
banyak topik, banyak isi dah aku huraikan. dari isi hati sampai ke isi perut. semua benda dah aku tayangkan. bila scroll down balik "archieve" memanglah rasa sedih, rasa geram, rasa bahagia. tapi rasa rasanya, rasa sedih tu banyak kott. Blog << tempat utk aku luahkan apa yang aku tak mampu nak luahkan, pada sesiapa. menjadi medan penghubung di kala aku down. kecewa. geram. marah. itu blog. tapi blog juga mampu buat aku ketawa, berbunga hati, melonjak jiwa =) Blog aku dah macam sekotak perahan jiwa, agak agak buat cabutan bertuah entri mana naik tuah ekkk? 


3 pencapaian 2011.
kini kita hampir menghampiri genapnya "Setahun" itu kan? InshaAllah dengan izinNya, kalau dipanjangkan umur, di sihatkan tubuh badan.  

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1. Dengan jayanya menamatkan Diploma Seni Muzik, UiTM Shah Alam dengan pointer yang memberangsangkan napsu AKU :) mihmihmih.
2. Bulan February, 2011 << dengan izinNya dan kekuatan yang di beri Tuhan, aku berjaya tekad dan dekatkan diri selangkah pada Jalan Illahi. Hijab <-- Yes, inshaAllah aku pegang nekad itu selamanya.
3. Braces << akhirnyaa, gigi yang tongkang pechah bakal menemui jalan yang lurus LOL. ty mama ayah!


3 perkara menggembirakan di 2011.
tiga mana pernah cukup utk gembira. sebab dalam seminggu mesti aku menggilai ketawa terbahak bahak. so bukti 2011 aku sering terisi dengan tawa. walau bersilih ganti dengan mood angin jembalang sepentot sekali pun, aku tetap akn kembali sedia kala dan tersenyum. walaupun pahit ;)

1. Setamatnya giliran aku di waktu exam Recital october lepas. Hela nafas yg paling mendamaikan dan menyejukkan jiwa dan raga aku. HAPPY doo!
2. Fakta membuktikan aku mampu kurus dengan DIET. cuma nafsu masih membuak buak. So kesimpulan. Aku mampu kurus mcm Cameron Diaz, kalau aku mahu! HAHA
3. Di suatu saat bila aku yakin, jiwa dan cinta aku memang tepat utk atok. Walau hampa menyusul.. Redha. Ujian Tuhan.


3 perkara menyedihkan di 2011
Hampa. Aku bayangkan muka yang sedih, pilu, layu.

1. Malam akhir aku temu Mila, Chaca, Anis, Fakrul, Jemik, Naz, Tera dan Zurin dekat Mcdonald SS 2, Shah Alam. Malam terakhir Diploma Recital oktober lepas. Aku masih terasa sayu dia. Serious.
2. ...
3. ...


Lama aku fikir kot. Tak keluar apa apa pun kat otak! See! how sad things didn't bother me! Mungkin aku jenis, bila sedih dapat lepaskan terus hilang! Alhamdullillah :)


5 Angan angan 2012.
angan angan 2011 pun entah kemana mana iya? HAHA. tapi takpe, kita manusia harus hidup dengan angan angan. baru ada hala tujunya. ya dok? 

1. menjadi muslimah yang teguh iman, kuat ibadah serta baik pada keluarga dan DIA. 
2. tolak prasangka buruk, lebih banyak bersabar dan kurangkan rasa marah.
3. Mengguruskan badan dan mencapai berat ideal >> 57-60 kg.
4. Jumpa kawan kawan #TwitterJaya <3
5. Menjaga hati agar tetap utk atok. YE. InshaAllah.


5 Blogger Pilihan Untuk Di Tagg.
Ramai idaman hati, tapi ini antara blogger yang aku hengen nak tahu apa jawapan diorang lah ;) ✌.ʕʘ‿ʘʔ.✌

1. Umie Si Robot Gagah!  Ohsomeeeeee!
2. Hang Jebat sibuk dengan thesis ke sekarang? heehoookk.
3. Bam Ketua Kampung Mageras Union :p
4. Ashaa Riyan , #TweetLove saya!
5. Dee Zahari , "We share the same stories" :') 


Dear 2012, May Allah Bless you. Aminn...


: See you in 2012 Robok! Syamira Ismail loves you!  (◕‿◕✿)

Sunday, October 16, 2011

yes, thats me :D

Blogwalking and I found this funny quiz. Really describe my self well, except "The seriousness of your love"! yang lain tu macam betullah kan, lagi lagi tang "education" - "type of boyfriend" - lagi lagi tepat tang "What are you most afraid of" hahaha. how can i say this is not fun???? :D


Jom Try!


1. click on this web page ---> http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
2. take the personality quiz ( it's very short and easy, Serious!)
3. the questions suruh kita imagin lahhh :)
4. copy paste the result and share lahh kat blog :)
5. have fun!


My result :D


Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.


The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.




ulser meyerang baik punyaaa

tetiba :p

Friday, August 12, 2011

i'm going back home


mood: horraayy!

anyway geng, 
kalau ada di Batu Pahat,
singgahlah bazaar di Pesta esok :)  
saya berada di tapak niaga
 Pak Mail Murtabak!


ada macam retis tak post "saya  berada.... " tuu.. Haha. lantak!

:tak sabar laa oi nak tolong ayah!

Thursday, June 16, 2011

reflex me #abit

NOVEMBER
  • Banyak idea dalam perkara.
  • Sukar untuk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya. 
  • Berfikiran kehadapan
  • Berfikiran unik dan bijak.
  • Penuh dengan idea-idea baru yang luarbiasa.
  • Pemikiran yang tajam.
  • Daya firasat yang sangat halus dan tinggi. 
  • Sesuai jadi seorang doktor.
  • Cermat dan teliti.
  • Personaliti yang dinamik.
  • Sifat yang berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia.
  • Banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra.
  • Berani, pemurah setia dan banyak kesabaran.
  • Terlalu degil dan keras hati.
  • Apabila berkehendak sesuatu, akan diusahakan sehingga berjaya.
  • Tak suka marah kecuali digugat. 
  • Mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain.
  • Pandai muhasabah diri.
  • Cara berfikir yang lain dari orang lain. 
  • Otak yang sangat tajam. 
  • Pandai mendorong diri sendiri. 
  • Tidak hargai pujian
  • Kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yang sangat tinggi apabila berkehendak sesuatu.
  • Cuba sampai berjaya.
  • Badan yang sasa.
  • Kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam dan romantik.
  • Tidak pasti dengan hubungan kasih sayang.
  • Suka duduk dirumah
  • Sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi.
  • Amanah, jujur, setia dan pandai berahsia.
  • Tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi.
  • Bercita-cita tinggi.
  • Perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah
Kan kan? Haha.
*wanna know whats yours? Check this out babeyhh :) 

Monday, May 30, 2011

#be true babyy

100 Truths

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Sarsi
2. Last phone callDanial
3. Last text messageYaya
4. Last song you listened toWon't Go Home Without You - Maroon5
5. Last time you criedsemalam petang. Sikit je! Funny kot.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice NO WAY!
7. Been cheated onYeah i think
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Another, NO WAY! eyuuu.
9. Lost someone specialmy  beloved atok. i mean real atokk eh! 
10. Been depressedim happy recently
11. Been drunk and threw up: No, i don't drink

LIST TWO FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Red
13. Yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
14. Made a new friend: Yeahh ! :)
15. Fallen in lovehmmm yeahh!! -.-'
16. Laughed until you criedHaha. alots.
17. Met someone who changed you: -.-' yeahh i guess
18. Found out who your true friends were:D yess
19. Found out someone was talking about youHaha. Dont worry i wont hate you.
20. Kissed anyone on your friend's list accidentallyKissed my bestfriend/cousin. They'r all in my friend's list apaaa? :D

ABOUT YOU
21. How many people on your friends list do you know in real lifei only know my families/bff/classmates/roomates/schoolmates well. The new friend. So soo lah.
22. How many kids do you want to have2-4 auww <3
23. Do you have any pets: for now, Nope.
24. Do you wanna change your name: Nooo
25. What did you do for your last birthday: Sitting at home, and replied  back whoever who wished me :D
26. What time did you wake up today: almost to 9. tu pn Adoiii -.-' Ahah
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Twitter-ing 
28. Name something you CANNOT wait forMeeting my jodoh. Lol ;p Gatal!
29. Last time you saw your Mother15 minutes agoo ;)
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your lifeToo many to list down Lah! :)
32. What are you listening to right nowBunyi kipas  :D
33. Have you ever talked to a person named TomNooooo
34. What's getting on your nerves right nowNo one. Hmm mybe there's someone. But nahh, i dont need it. 
35. Most visited webpageFacebook, Twitter
36. What's your real nameWan Halimatun Syamira :)
37. What's your nicknameAdik, Syasya, Syaa
38. Relationship StatusSingle is easy to mingle yawww :)
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female: Female
41. Elementary schooli have two, SK BBU (1) and SK Limpoon (2), BP
42. Middle Schooli have two jga :) SMK Dato Bentara Luar & SM Teknik Batu Pahat :)
43. High school/collegecurrently in UiTM Shah Alam
44. Hair colourBlack
45. Long or shortShorrrrrrttt and i likeee it alotssss! :D
46. Height162 cm, gtu laaa
47. Do you have a crush on someoneTaufiq Batisah / Remy Ishak. ohh handsome guy.
48: What do you like about yourselfsekarang saya lebih tenang, and i loveee it! 
49. Piercings: telinga. normal lahhh :)
50. Tattoos-
51. Righty or leftyRighty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: -
53. First piercing5/6 years , i don't really rememberr.
54. First best friendFirst kan? Daniel Lah! Jiran sebelah rumahh :D
55. First sport you joined in: lompat jauh, but seriously i'm not good in sport!
58. First pair of trainers: emang nggak ada kokk!
59. Eating: -
60. Drinking: -
61. I'm about to: surfing the internet more and more
62. Listening to: Living On A Jet Plane
63. Waiting for: brush my teeth. 

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kidsOf Course!
65. Get MarriedHeee, mestilaaa :p
66. Careera lecturer for sure! :D

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kissesHugs
69. Shorter or tallerTaller
70. Older or YoungerOlder
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both! ;)
72. Nice stomach or nice armsbothh! :p
73. Sensitive or loud: BOTH jugaaaa
74. Hook-up or relationshiprelationship lah.
75. Trouble maker or hesitantTrouble maker !

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: eyuu memang tak la weii.
77. Drank hard liquorNooo
78. Lost your glasses/ contact: Hee Yesss!
79. Sex on first dateOtak kau. 
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes
82. Been arrestedNo
83. Turned someone downYessss
84. Cried when someone diedYes
85. Fallen for a friendHaha, Yes! stupidoo bumm bumm (best buddy wtv)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourselfnot really. heeee
87. MiraclesYupppp
88. Love at first sight;) Yaa!
89. Heaveni want to see it so bad! of cs its YES!
90. Santa ClausErrr geli jekk
91. Kiss on the first datepromise to myself, that i would only kiss a man aka my husband! :)
92. AngelsMalaikat? One of the rukun kann? :) Yess.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No, in fact the last time im dated was on 2006/2007 KOT! hahaa. See how good i am :)
95. Did you sing todayAlwayss. all the timee babyyyehh.
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Of course prnahhh.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you gostay in Kota Tinggi and give excellent result for my family :') I wish. 
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it beRamadhan <3
99. Are you afraid of falling in loveYeaah, bgaimana kalau terluka lagi? RIMAS!
100. Posting this as 100 truthsYaa, im honest answering 'em :)

Sunday, May 29, 2011

of braces

two and a half years for a straight teeth.


mestilah bukan saya punya. 'tongkang pecah' lgi kottt! 
Teheee :DD

p/s: see yaa soon.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

nenek ber'camwhore' kejup yaa cuu :D

ahhaa. sorry for the budget perasan cun/hot/stylo bagai lah ya. am just having fun with myself. camwhoring emang wajib sih! Yes, its 4.30 in the morning and i aint sleeping yet. Hoho.

tudiaaaaaaa~~!




Peacee !

p/s: okay, poyo! :D